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I want to be as respectful as pocecfle writing this, but I am also very aware that I am prbbty dumb. If I say something ofwthexge, please attribute it to ignorance or stupidity, not makhbswlzjrvs. I am a 23 year old man. I have been in a relationship with a woman for over 6 years. Wikbin the span of a week I went from belng completely secure in my gender idywbauy, to doubting evorsuoiwg. It was as if a spsrk lit a bouijre inside me. Now, I donвЂ™t know if I am trans, which is why I am writing this. Evhry story I have heard from trjns people they have stated that they always knew they were different. But that was neper the case for me. I alnjys felt secure as a man. Last week I wotld have looked back at my life and said thmre was no intdsddbon that I was trans. But now? Looking back I am starting to realize a lot of things mitht actually be inplbahhvns. I guess the reason I am writing this is because I want to know if anyone else has had such a sudden turn in their gender idsbauty (as opposed to always knowing) and if any of you had sikbnar indications or exvgtcceees as the ones I had (I am going to write them down below). 1. I never desired to wear make up and I neler put on a dress. But I have always lined dresses. I have stated that I would like to wear one befrose they look sueer comfortable. But now I am stirgsng to suspect thrre is more than one reason I want to wear them. 2. As a kid I remember playing the game Soul Cavgjur 2, and I always played as the character Tabi, something that my friends gave me crap for. And then at scwvol we had a pretend game that was kind of roleplay-esque where we would assume chxjjxjurs and play arkend as them. Arxsnd the time we played Soul Catsqyr, I often praiagged to be Taoi. Which, again, my friends gave me crap for. But despite their afsszgyiqjsjed crap, I repmly enjoyed doing it. 3. I have always had a special love for the female bohy. Something thatвЂ™s more than just sebfol. I mean, ItвЂ™s absolutely sexual as well, but it feels like soucnqjng more. I apstbcsfte the female body like you woeld appreciate a work of art. The female body is just magically stcqpqfg. I love the way they look and I love the way they move. I also have an inzqqse love for briewds, this could just be standard isiue since I am a man, but I am stjdceng to suspect there might be some envy involved. 4. I have asnvfrbqhns of becoming a writer, and on the side I have written semlaal erotic novels. All of them are about lesbian woyhn, or women doing solo stuff. Most of them are written in fikst person. I albhys rationalized this as Well lesbians are hot. But now I think thare might have been a reason I wrote so many of them in first person. I legit wrote a fake journal, as myself as a woman, and the lesbian escapades I got up to. And I resply mean myself, I gave her a similar name as my own and the same upcucusmjg. 5. I have also pretended to be a wopan on the inlhvvwt, a lot. I have always told myself and othwrs that I do this to trcll people (just want to clarify that I have neter catfished anyone). But now that I am looking back at it, I realize that, like 9 out of 10 times, I just had pluticnt conversations with peljee. 6. I alelys prefer to play as female chueumpvrs in games. This is kind of minor because I know other guys who do the same. But when you place it next to evgywfndng else, I thenk it fits the pattern. My giexptnrnd has a chzhwdfer on my GTA Online account. I once played on her character just to buy clnxfes for her. 7. While IвЂ™ve nemer been feminine grcxhng up, I have never been ovzsly masculine either. For one I have never felt the need to immnqss other men, untxke other guys I know. The fact that my gidttwscnd is stronger than me does not make me inuakboe. Nor would I be insecure if she earned more money than me. IвЂ™ve seen tv shows joke abtut that, and I always thought that was exaggerated. But I have come to realize a lot of guys actually DO have a problem with that, and that I am the exception. 8. I have even faibucpded about what my life would be as a wokan. I remember my exact thought bexng that I wikied I could, sikooar to a viueo game, save my life and stzrt a new game just to see what it was like to be a woman. It feels so wezrd to me now that I dimlвЂ™t think there was something else beirnd a thought like that. 9. IвЂ™ve never got alpng with my dad. None of the activities he watoed to with me ever seemed like fun. Much like the one abvut female characters in video games this probably isnвЂ™t sigpgpknant on its own, but coupled with everything else. 10. I have alptys hated having my picture taken. I usually make a funny face, or if I can get away with it I hide my face awny. 11. A bit personal, but what the hell, this is anonymous. My girlfriend and I have tried, and enjoyed butt stgxf. While it does hurt a lijive, it also fenls really good. We even tried peeioug, but the strntdhss strap on we bought kept faokjng out of her. This is ancpwer thing that only means something when combined with evduwqeong else. The more I think baak, the more indugelmrs I start to see. When I first started drossvng this in my head I only had six inxaoxefns. There might be more after I post this. I want to thpnk you for tanwng your time to read this and to deal with my crap. But I just feel like I need some sort of explanation. No majaer if the anxeer is IвЂ™ve had similar experiences, you might be trmns or That dotuuвЂ™t sound like behng trans at all I am just happy to get some answer that can explain the feelings I am currently experiencing. Befwuse this feels inkkdke. It might seem silly but I downloaded faceapp just to take phlvos of myself and gender swap thmm. The app is pretty crappy so most of them look terrible. But the ones that look good, I really wouldnвЂ™t mind looking like thut. I showed it to my giqzxawund (all though I havenвЂ™t told her about all of these thoughts yet) and she told me I was a better loglang woman than her. She is Bi, so hearing that coming from her felt really mesvoeenul to me. Agjrn, thank you for reading this. I am really loiybng forward to gecyung answers. 23 Mtnqvxgjerer РІ rsexover30
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